Gabrielle "Elle" Grayson (
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psl; [the healing process]

A DAY IN THE LIFE OF ELLE GRAYSON is generally a normal one, with enough variety sprinkled in throughout the week to prevent it from becoming a deadly dull routine. She lives in a flat in London, a charming little one bedroom and two bath, not particularly large, but cozy. It’s a strange fusion of modern and old fashioned, a dichotomy that reflects her own personality quite well.
Every morning, she wakes up and makes a cup of strong coffee. (Black, no sugar.) Her cat, a grey, long-haired, grumpy looking thing, lazes on her bed for longer than she does, only trotting out when he’s ready to be fed. His name is Paladin Leeroy. Sometimes she just calls him Lee.
When coffee and breakfast are a thing of the past, Elle usually hears chirping on her balcony, a structure small but laden with potted plants. She will open the doors, and sometimes, if she’s in a particularly energized mood, will announce, “Your Queen has arrived! Court will now be held,” and the little sparrows will chirp at her, and line up in a row. She’ll feed them birdseed, or bread, if she’s run out. Later, Leeroy will bound out, but she always tells him to leave the birds alone until they’re done eating. He listens. They always fly away before he gets a chance to do any real harm.
Lately, she’s been working part-time at an advertising agency, writing and tweaking copy that slides across her desk. It isn’t the most fulfilling job, but it pays the bills, and that’s what matters. Her real work is her own writing; freelancing for various websites, and poking and prodding at the idea for a book, slowly trying to force life into the narrative. Sometimes inspiration strikes her, and she sits and writes for hours at a time, until her eyes begin to strain, and she has to stop. Other times, she grows tired and can’t seem to string words together at all, and her word document looks a bit like this:
ugh ugh you suck
That always gets deleted at the end, of course.
Crammed in the corner of the living area is an upright piano, white and well-used. Sheet music sits scattered on its stand, and an acoustic guitar rests on the floor next to it. There’s a television, of course, a flat-screen that looks larger than it actually is in her apartment. Connected to it is a Playstation 2, a blu ray player, and little else. On the shelves above, there are books — so many books. Mostly horror and old classics; copies of Jane Eyre and Pride and Prejudice look particularly worn.
The shelf next to it is stocked with board games. Tabletop and family ones, alike. One in particular is even out of its spot, instead spread out on the little glass coffee table. It looks as if a campaign hasn’t been started yet, though someone’s been flipping through the manual quite recently. Maybe quite frequently.
Her bedroom is small, but the bed is large and roomy. There are pictures of friends and family on the bookshelves in here, and a few on her nightstand. Beyond that, she keeps this part of the flat a little messier than the rest.
GENERALLY, SHE LIVES A RELATIVELY NORMAL LIFE, quiet and cozy. Sometimes living by herself is a bit lonely, and the time difference means that she cannot call her mom and step-dad any time she likes just to hear their voices. But like all things, these emotions pass like any other. Perhaps the only real oddity in her life are the strange surprises she sometimes finds on her balcony. There were a family of raccoons once. A possum. A falcon, who looked lost and confused when she opened the door, turning its head at her, blinking. There were even rats, but they only sniffed the air in her direction, and did little else.
Elle Grayson is just a normal 26 year-old, with a magnetism or two that might be considered abnormal. Perhaps that’s the extent of the oddities in her life. Perhaps this is all she could ever really wish for.
Perhaps she’ll be proven wrong, sooner rather than later.
D I R E C T O R Y;
➤ a reunion
➤ a cat
➤ a novel
➤ an outing
➤ a resolution
➤ a sickness
➤ a home
➤ a boyfriend
➤ a horror
the next morning...
She feels it in her head, first. An acute ache, a terrible sharp pain, and she hasn't even opened her eyes yet. Elle turns on her side, moaning, feeling like death itself.]
What the fuck...
[Why. Why does she feel so awful? She blinks her eyes open, cringing. She's... in her room? How come she doesn't remember how she got here? How come she's not in her PJs?
Groaning again, Elle sits up. She looks around her room, trying to remember, but there's a great blank spot somewhere in-between the end of the fireworks show and her waking up right now. However, she's not stupid. She knows this feeling -- she's not had it too many times in her life, but she recognizes a terrible hangover when she has one.
She drank too much.]
Ugh. Fuck.
[Pulling herself out of bed, she makes her way slowly into the living area. The sun filtering in through the windows make her scowl and squint. Her hair is a mess, her clothes are a little wrinkled from sleeping in them. She feels gross. So gross.]
Someone please kill me. [-she announces. Leeroy looks up at her from the other side of the room, unimpressed.]
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He speaks up, a little flatly.]
It's the first day of the New Year. Too late to make that resolution.
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That's not a resolution. It's a request. A mercy killing.
[She makes her way to the other end of the couch where Corvus is sleeping and flops down on it. Move aside, alien cat, this is the closest seat to her. She puts her head to her knees, groaning.]
What the hell happened?
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You drank until your bodily systems could not handle the over-consumption of alcohol, damaging your gross motor skills and thus, leading me to carry you to bed.
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You... wait, what?
[She lifts her head to look at him, and regrets it almost immediately after when she catches the sunlight in her eyes.]
Argh. You carried me?
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It was an effortless endeavor on my part.
[Rubbing his face with his paw as Elle suffers from the sunlight.]
Would you have preferred me to leave you on the rug?
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Well, no... but... You were a cat.
[Did he turn into a man just to carry her to her room? EMBARRASSING if that's the case. Maybe he's misstating stuff again.]
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I carried you as a human. Over my shoulder.
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She stares at him again, freezing a little. And then:]
Did you put some clothes on first?
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Yes.
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...oh, okay. Good.
[And with noticeable effort, Elle tries to sit up straight. She manages, still grimacing.]
God, how embarrassing. Sorry that the night had to end that way for you. I guess I got a little too excited about celebrating.
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It's fine.
There's one slice of cake left.
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The last sentence does indeed surprise her.]
You didn't eat all of it? Did you get full?
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[Laying his head down. It seems like he's gonna cat nap for most of the day.]
You, however, didn't eat any.
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Grateful. How oddly thoughtful of him; how considerate Corvus could be, at times when she thought that he didn't know how to be. She doesn't give him enough credit, she thinks. She should stop that.]
...Thanks, Cor. That's sweet of you.
[That's the second time she's said that, isn't it? Since they've met.]
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Should Old Acquaintance be forgot,
and never thought upon;
The flames of Love extinguished,
and fully past and gone...
[... Until he murmurs those words, repeating what she had drunkenly let loose last night.]
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But no, that's not right. That's the old poem that the song is based off of. Elle knows that for a fact. How did he...?]
Where did you...? [Hear that?]
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[Saying that like it explains everything because. Because Corvus is still terrible that way.]
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[She doesn't understand, and then her head hurts again. Corvus, why can't you be straightforward without being so vague...?
(And then she hears the tune in her head, the words to go along with it. She felt like she had been floating at the time, flying, and she thought it was only proper to highlight the moment with a New Years' sentiment -- in the form of a song.)
She covers her face with her hands, breathing out in embarrassment.]
Oh my god... You've got to be kidding me. I'm such an idiot. [She's more embarrassed than anything that Corvus had to hear her, honestly. What a vulnerable state she must have been in. Yes, she vaguely remembers now, as if it were a far away dream.]
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[He asks this quietly, without the usual bluntness that plagues his entire personality. He genuinely wants to know. He doesn't know if it's because of Elle's voice that he's compelled to know more about the words and their origins, but...
If it's her, he wouldn't learn it from anyone or anything else otherwise.]
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She lifts her eyes to look at him. There's a pensiveness to his tone, though she can't read what else his body language reveals, being feline.]
It's... an old poem. It was repurposed into a song with different lyrics, and has been sung traditionally at New Years since. I think that's why... [That's why she felt compelled to sing it. But that's obvious. She doesn't need to explain further. She recites the rest that he had left unfinished. She doesn't sing it this time.]
Is thy sweet Heart now grown so cold,
that loving Breast of thine;
That thou canst never once reflect
On old long syne.
[A shrug, despite herself.] It's asking if it's really wise to forget the people who influenced us and helped us in the past, a long time ago. "Old long since."
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[A pause. This is something he does not admit often if... At all.
He doesn't talk to humans much. After all these countless years, Elle Grayson is probably the first he's held multiple interactions with, lived with, butted heads even if he didn't know the reason why.
(This is why he avoids humans, they make him want, they make him hurt, he watched his half go through all of those things and yet she barely hurts, he wouldn't be able to...)]
I liked it.
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Really? Maybe next year- [Maybe next year we can sing it together.
But she stops herself. A whole year from now? She was getting ahead of herself, in even assuming he'd still be around. He planned on leaving after he healed, didn't he?]
Um, I mean. [Her words leave her again, traitorous things they are.] I mean, sometime... soon... I can recite to you the lyrics of the actual song. You'd like that, too.
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[He doesn't know whether his words made her happy or not. But Elle keeps giving and giving and he finds himself always wanting to see what she does next.]
Right now you need to recover. Probably drink some actual water and not the swill that damages your insides.
[Ah, there he is.]
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Uh huh. Maybe in a second. After I pull the curtains closed. [Whenever she actually... feels like standing up.
Then she hears a loud meowing nearby. Sounds like Leeory is ready for his breakfast.]
Leeroy... why... [mental sobbing, what is her life.]