[ it is... nice. almost as if they weren't high and halfway lust-ridden. she's acutely aware of the point of his chin on her shoulder, little tingles through her upper body, and shivers out a breath into the cut of his half-open collar. ]
It has taken me... [ a deep inhale, a deeper sigh. morose. the sound of someone languishing without purpose. he may know it well. ] I don't know. This remains to be seen.
[...He does know it. He's suddenly sorry to have brought up what seems to be a point of uncertainty in her life, though it seems silly to feel that way. He is her future husband, is he not?]
[It shouldn't be surprising, because family is often a source of conflict, especially in the upper circles of English society. Sholmes himself will soon be shipped off to Oxford, for example, so that he might fully integrate himself into the rank and file. The idea both compels and disgusts; he would like to study the sciences, but only on his own time, and not amid peers who would dull his mind. He is upset, in some ways, with his family because it is not ideal, and yet they'd see him remain there all the same.
(In the future, he will get an entire case out of the friends he makes at university, having to do something with a man named Musgrave and a ritual, but that's years and years from now.)
Still, even this is not on the same level as he would call a... betrayal.]
[ would it not be seeking comfort and coddling to tell him? to this day she struggles so deeply with revealing this part of her life to those closest to her. always simpler when they are a stranger for whom knowing her is only a tiny fraction of their life, and whom she will never have to see again.
when it is Sholmes...
she's quiet at first, merely turning her face deeper into his neck as though seeking a hiding place, and hugs her thighs around his hips. in every way, folding up. ]
The way she becomes smaller, folded up against him, is so telling.
Broken relationships between parents and their children are also not unheard of, but they rarely revolve solely around betrayal and little else. He realizes that there may be more to the story, of course, and yet his gut instinct tells Sholmes that there is no love lost between his future wife and future in-laws.
Future in-laws. What a... terrible... notion...]
Unforgivable. Utterly selfish, to ruin a path you wished to tread.
A high and lustful teenager, already fascinated with her body, will of course reply in the affirmative with no thought of the consequences, if any. He had already suggested as much before, didn't he?]
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I am scholar. Was scholar. Now... I do not know.
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Mm, I would be entranced by an acaedmic, yes.
[...]
Has your path taken you elsewhere?
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I hope I am helping you find that answer.
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[Murmured into her neck. He is glad to hear that.]
There’s nothing worse in life than stagnation.
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Some things.
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Mm, like what?
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Who would do such a thing?
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a low, hot murmur against his neck, ] No accounting for family.
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[It shouldn't be surprising, because family is often a source of conflict, especially in the upper circles of English society. Sholmes himself will soon be shipped off to Oxford, for example, so that he might fully integrate himself into the rank and file. The idea both compels and disgusts; he would like to study the sciences, but only on his own time, and not amid peers who would dull his mind. He is upset, in some ways, with his family because it is not ideal, and yet they'd see him remain there all the same.
(In the future, he will get an entire case out of the friends he makes at university, having to do something with a man named Musgrave and a ritual, but that's years and years from now.)
Still, even this is not on the same level as he would call a... betrayal.]
A jealous sibling...?
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when it is Sholmes...
she's quiet at first, merely turning her face deeper into his neck as though seeking a hiding place, and hugs her thighs around his hips. in every way, folding up. ]
My father, my mother.
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The way she becomes smaller, folded up against him, is so telling.
Broken relationships between parents and their children are also not unheard of, but they rarely revolve solely around betrayal and little else. He realizes that there may be more to the story, of course, and yet his gut instinct tells Sholmes that there is no love lost between his future wife and future in-laws.
Future in-laws. What a... terrible... notion...]
Unforgivable. Utterly selfish, to ruin a path you wished to tread.
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A name that I know does not apply.
[He’s known her for less than a day but this is an easy conclusion to make.]
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[ suffused with exasperated warmth. how can he know? how can he know yet? ah, a teenage boy, truly. ]
Would you like to come inside me?
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A high and lustful teenager, already fascinated with her body, will of course reply in the affirmative with no thought of the consequences, if any. He had already suggested as much before, didn't he?]
Yes.
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…doesn’t matter. He is too high and too eager for her body to care.]
Please, Ms Vaux.
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Please, Ms Vaux.
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Please. Ms Vaux. Let me come inside of you.
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Please, please. I want to feel your want, Herlock.