velluminous: (i'll look like hell just to wear it well)

[personal profile] velluminous 2025-06-24 04:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she does not have tells!!! ]

Not only for that reason.

[ as little as a smile undoes her, floods her with a love so intense it hurts ]
velluminous: (or any road back)

[personal profile] velluminous 2025-06-24 04:39 pm (UTC)(link)
You cannot deduce?

Because you are my beloved.
velluminous: (i'll look like hell just to wear it well)

[personal profile] velluminous 2025-06-25 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ that's something not even she can answer. ]

He is.

[ what she neglects is to say how fortunate she herself feels. as if speaking it aloud might curse it somehow. she just holds the feeling close, guarding it. ]

Come back up here. I want being held.
velluminous: (thinking "i know i can flourish still")

[personal profile] velluminous 2025-06-25 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ oh. look at him struggle. she unfurls her legs then, like a spider in a blossom, and braces her hands above each of his elbows. her tail, too, abandoning the stiff length of him and wending his waist instead.

she feels weak, but it remains she's still stronger than him. upsy-daisy.
]
velluminous: https://ependasketchpad.tumblr.com/ (holy mother; help me see)

[personal profile] velluminous 2025-06-26 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ that's perfect, because she's melting into him, in turn. arms around, and tightly. she thinks. the drug makes it difficult to know. ]

Mmhhhh.

[ a low and sighing sound as she buries her face against him. ]
velluminous: (mighty leviathan)

[personal profile] velluminous 2025-06-27 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ it is... nice. almost as if they weren't high and halfway lust-ridden. she's acutely aware of the point of his chin on her shoulder, little tingles through her upper body, and shivers out a breath into the cut of his half-open collar. ]

I am scholar. Was scholar. Now... I do not know.
velluminous: (you've still a little will left)

[personal profile] velluminous 2025-06-28 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
It has taken me... [ a deep inhale, a deeper sigh. morose. the sound of someone languishing without purpose. he may know it well. ] I don't know. This remains to be seen.
velluminous: (i'll look like hell just to wear it well)

[personal profile] velluminous 2025-06-28 10:40 pm (UTC)(link)
You are. [ Mammon, she hopes he believes that ] My life is coming back into colour.
velluminous: (i'll look like hell just to wear it well)

[personal profile] velluminous 2025-06-29 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he can't know what waits for him in a prison across worlds, but it still jars unpleasantly to think it. ]

Some things.
velluminous: (you've still a little will left)

[personal profile] velluminous 2025-06-30 03:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ something Reim once said to her...

a low, hot murmur against his neck,
] No accounting for family.
velluminous: (beating my dead high horse)

[personal profile] velluminous 2025-07-01 02:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[ would it not be seeking comfort and coddling to tell him? to this day she struggles so deeply with revealing this part of her life to those closest to her. always simpler when they are a stranger for whom knowing her is only a tiny fraction of their life, and whom she will never have to see again.

when it is Sholmes...

she's quiet at first, merely turning her face deeper into his neck as though seeking a hiding place, and hugs her thighs around his hips. in every way, folding up.
]

My father, my mother.

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