[Does he want to see what happened? Of course he does, he wants to see every moment, draw out every single detail, be present as though he were actually standing there-
His breath hitches, and words find him. Speaking of being there:]
Why didn't you- [Now his hand raises up to fist in Alec's shirt. Not harried, just hit by that sudden, wild surreality of knowing this happened probably less than an hour ago and he wasn't there. SIR!!!] -take me with you?
[But he also doesn't give him a single moment to reply, because then he's leaning forward, quick and heated, to kiss him. The ID badge clatters to the floor.]
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His breath hitches, and words find him. Speaking of being there:]
Why didn't you- [Now his hand raises up to fist in Alec's shirt. Not harried, just hit by that sudden, wild surreality of knowing this happened probably less than an hour ago and he wasn't there. SIR!!!] -take me with you?
[But he also doesn't give him a single moment to reply, because then he's leaning forward, quick and heated, to kiss him. The ID badge clatters to the floor.]