That's fine. Everyone's been saying I'm giving off some sort of... Well, you know. I can't hide how I feel very well.

[There were aspects of her that she CAN conceal such as how blunt and straightforward she can be, but in this case of genuine happiness, there's no reason to hide anything.]

Believe it or not, it took me a month to really decide to put an effort into communicating with him. Kind of sad on my part really.